Restlessness is catching up with me and the joy and hope that I brought back from NZ seems to have temporarily hid away. I hope this is only temporary.
I let busyness and distractions get the best of me, when what I needed was to enjoy the rest I'm receiving.
No, I didn't have to check gmail a gazillion times.
No, I didn't have to surf FB. I really didn't have to.
None of these things are THAT important.
Sigh. There's still 14 more days to go. I don't want to waste this opportunity of experiencing Your mothering storge side of Your heart.
Help me hunger for Your presence more.
Help me focus on You.
Help me do all things...because I can't do anything without You.
That state of utter weakness confounds many and to the world it is easily the state in which I can be attacked, hurt.
But there is beauty, strength and it is completely the place where You can do the most. Vulnerability is incredible.
