This space, I've been here before. The uncomfortable and uncertain space between two phases in your life, like the accordion bit between carriages...

There isn't really a going forward or a backward. It's a question of where I want to be and where I should be...


Today wasn't such a great day. It was mostly sobering because I realised that May had a point and I was greatly humbled. The complaining, my calloused and party pooper attitude towards this job. Hananim mi an hae. Nae ga chal moet ae ss o. Yong so hae ju sae yo...I've been such a jerk about this...I've been ungratefuly and forgotten that I should do the best job that I can. She's right...I need to be patiently abiding, humbled and submitted to whatever God will have me do...I've got to take responsibility for what I do, and stop being immature about it and take ownership of what I do...